Friday, August 20, 2010

So Where Do I Go From Here?

Everything starts with a thought, so it's only true that this would start the same way.


This thought was different though. It was working inside my head for quite some time before it fully formed at a most inopportune time: eleven o'clock at night as I was laying in bed half asleep. Finally realizing Human Need/Human Deed was like a weight lifted from my shoulders. I got up, turned on the lights, sketched a rough logo and was even impulsive enough to register the domain name. That night was more than two years ago but the idea was born long before then. The concept for what eventually became Human Need/Human Deed arose many years ago, before there was even a name or direction to the thought.


That dormant idea was revisited about a week before my eleven o'clock wake-up call. It began with a conversation I had with my good friend Ted about his recent missions trip to South Africa. He spent time there teaching the South Africans how to become business owners. While he talked of his time there facilitating seminars and talking with the South Africans about God, it occurred to me that I wanted to give back too. It was becoming more clear to me that God was working within my heart to help me be something more. I just didn't realize until these events began to unfold how hard God was working.


The Sunday after the conversation with Ted, we started discussing ideas at church about how to use our unique God-given skill-set to better the world and to bring people to God. Personally, I've always had a natural gift with art, specifically graphic design. Though I still wasn't sure how God would want me to use my talent in art to bring people to Him. The only thing I could do was pray about it. I kept going back to the half-formed idea from so many years ago. Despite the time that had passed, the idea didn’t want to die.


Through the events of that week - the invisible interactions that we don’t understand which can only be the work of God - it was laid on my heart that my idea might be best achieved through a nonprofit organization. I realized that I have a service I could provide and a unique demographic who needs it. I have found, through my experiences with prior churches I’ve attended, that the attention to visual communication is often overlooked. They’re missing an opportunity to maximize their potential to reach people through creative media. Images can evoke a feeling or emotion where words sometimes cannot and design professionals are trained to draw that out. Additionally, churches don't often have a lot of money in their art budget nor a lot of time to devote to graphics. Human Need/Human Deed would be a graphic design service available only to churches who do not have the internal resources or the funds to fulfill their artistic needs. It would be set up as a website where churches could contact me to supply them with electronic and print media. Since not all churches are web-savvy, I would also contact churches to offer my services as a nonprofit.


Despite the fact that the idea took so long to come together, the challenges in bringing the idea to life are far greater. This idea is much bigger than my skills alone. I the lack the additional schooling required to be an efficient designer and have no contacts for networking. All those challenges aside, I don’t know the first thing about starting a nonprofit. I have no experience or resources, simply the desire to see this through. I love the idea of living a better story. It’s such a simple idea that the elements of story can be applied to our lives but the effects are very profound. I’ve always talked myself out of most things that seemed risky and I don’t want to do that with this. I want it to end up a great story. This isn’t something I want simply as a side project, I want this to be my life.


Simply stated: I’m tired of sitting on the sidelines. I want something different for my life and I want to live a better story. I feel, if given the chance to verbalize this to others at the seminar, I’d be more inclined to take action. If I’m chosen to attend the seminar, I hope to walk away with more confidence, clarity and some direction with which to take my idea. I hope to begin a new story and come away with a clear vision on how to accomplish that.


Check out what I'm talking about here: www.donmilleris.com/conference


Living a Better Story Seminar from All Things Converge Podcast on Vimeo.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Friday night shows at the Beachland.


Once again, Ryan and I ventured out on a cold rainy night in Cleveland suburbia to one of our new favorite places to see shows, the Beachland Ballroom. It has been an excellent way to for us to see some "bigger" named artist at a fraction of the cost, of say, the House of Blues or Tower City. With that being said, last night is no exception to the Beachland's stellar track record. We had an awesome time listening to The Republic Tigers and Yourself & the Air. Both bands were good, but I do have to admit that I'm glad that TRTs played last. They played almost all of the tracks that Ryan and I wanted to hear. They also played Ryan's favorite song, The Nerve, for the encore. Yes, I said encore. After the show Ryan and I caught up with Kenn, the lead singer. He informed me that the last song they played before the encore was an unrecorded song and it will be on the their upcoming album. I have to say that it was probably my favorite song of the entire set. This really has me jazzed for the next album, which he said would be released sometime in the spring of 2010.

I was able to pick up some merch as well. The UK Tour EP, which is only available at shows is fantastic. Their t-shirts were fantastic as well.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

On the topic of inspiration

I think inspiration is a beautiful yet strange thing.  I love it, but it is also scarce these days.  My life doesn’t operate very well when I’m void of inspiration, so I’m searching for it.  Funny thing about inspiration is that it acts much like the process in which one finds his or her counterpoint.  This process, for those of you who can identify with the relational "when you least expect it and/or aren’t looking" phenomena, can lead one to a very impatient and confusing place. 

Friday, March 14, 2008

I have a gap in my front teeth

Random thoughts:
The word TASTY would make for a funny tattoo.
I wish Apple would update the Cinema Display so I can officially rid myself of Dell filth.
Airborne is a surprisingly wonderful product.
For the love of everything sacred and holy, I wish I hadn’t deleted Rooker’s Prayer Postulate.
The best names for pets, stuffed animals, plants or any other nameable items are from people’s last names.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

The big, bad and ugly

I’ve got a fever and the only prescription is more... blogging? 
This past week has proven to be one of the most confusing times I’ve ever had the pleasure of encountering.  ::said with a semi sarcastic look::  Coming face to face with the realities of a long lived disingenuousness makes one question the quality of many past and present interactions.  Now, I know it is most likely just me and my proclivity to overthink everything, but I can’t help but to think I’ve somehow cheapened some of my past memories by my realization of this current life revelation. 
I keep chipping at this conundrum of monolithic proportions...

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

If I got a dog

A lingering question haunts my thoughts.  What if most, if not everything I had/have "planned" for my life isn’t actually what I really want?  This lingering thought has been hanging out in the cobwebs of my closet for some time now, but due to some rather timely discussion with friends it has become increasingly pervasive and has moved into the neurological pathways of my brain. 
Take this thought for instance. 
I have had an immense amount of dislike for animals for a very long time.  Having chose to not necessarily think about the why of that statement, I have been left to perpetuate a decision that really has had no substantial backing.  This type of situation bothers me because in my never ending quest for reason and involving myself in genuine interaction, I find that the former and later seem to be a complete contradiction to the "reality" I seek.  So, in order to reason the why I place myself into an alternate reality in which an ideal scenario is present.  In this I find that I don’t really dislike animals at all.  I do however find that what I don’t like about animals is the responsibility of owning an animal.  This I believe is a direct reflection on the feelings I possess regarding my state of being.  At most times in my life I feel that I am barely capable of taking care of my own problems.  This in turn makes me question my ability to care for another "thing".  The thought of something or even more frightening, the thought of someone having a dependence on me is debilitating.  I don’t have it all figured out, but what I do know is that this thought process leads me to steer clear of relationships and connections in which a dependence on me is present. 
Ehh??  ::shurgs shoulders::  I could keep going on and on and on about this but I’m feeling that the therapeutic nature of this blog would soon turn and spiral into a dismal depressing state, so I’ll just stop it here. 
So, I guess I can’t leave you all hanging about the animal issue. 
Here is the story.
About 3 or 4 years ago I saw one of those annoyingly nondescript drug ads.  In this add a small dog gets loose from its owner and runs away across a large patch of grass.  I remember seeing the dog run and thinking that the dog’s gait was extremely funny.  At the time I didn’t know the type of dog, but through some research I later found it to be a Boston Terrier.